I always have great plans. And generally I think them through and know the outcome, but I still do them anyway. WHY would someone do this when you already KNOW you don't want to happen what will happen. [This is in relation to several things I did this weekend, not specifically the following story.]

So, last night I had to share at church. I was planning to share about me needing to be more open with my community, etc. and especially about my anxiety and depression. So that's basically what I said, I just kinda slid the anxiety/depression thing in there and basically focused on wanting to get to know people better. Anyway, in the midst of this, apparently I said something like "So, just come up and ask me something about myself." Yeah. So right after Jeremy is like, so everyone go talk to Bethany at dinner.

I was totally trying to avoid people after church, which made me think -- well, maybe this is really a good plan cause I need to not be like this. Anyway, several people did come up and talk to me, mostly people I sorta knew or had seen around but we'd never really talked. People who already were my friends thought it was really FUNNY to come up and ask me how I was doing even though they already knew.

Anyway .... it's finals week.

Oh yes, I now have at least two committed people to the Rascal Flatts concert. Fun times and noodle salad.