I'm sitting here, no one is online. I'm kinda bored. Somehow I am tying my worth to how many people are online to talk to me. Cause if they aren't online, they are obviously out having fun without me. Well, out or busy at least. How messed up is that thought? Yes, well ...

So, I think a goal of mine for the summer will be to cry more. Or really to let others see me cry. Now, I am not sure how this can really be a goal cause short of making something up to make myself cry in front of someone it isn't something I can so much control. But in the spirit of working on my openness, it was brought to my attention that I never cry in front of people, even my best friends. I mean, I'm not really a crier, but I don't think anyone in Dallas has seen me cry and I've been here nearly 2 years ... very few in Portland have either. So whatever, what would happen if I did cry? Especially over something real... Nothing, it's what normal people do, right? RIGHT.

Anyway ...