<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923</id><updated>2011-09-28T14:05:37.146-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Black Gardenia</title><subtitle type='html'>My opinions on everything.  My non-opinions on nothing.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>57</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111731068280617926</id><published>2005-05-28T13:02:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-28T13:04:42.810-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Should I even admit this?  I have been using livejournal for the past few days of updating.  I don't know which I'll end up using ... probably both for different things.  I want this one to be more an 'open' forum and since I can make the other one private, I may just do that ...  anyway ... here is the link for now ...Black Gardenia @ LiveJournal</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111731068280617926/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111731068280617926' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111731068280617926'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111731068280617926'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/should-i-even-admit-this-i-have-been.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111687776633198674</id><published>2005-05-23T12:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-23T13:03:29.390-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Here, this explains very well one of the reasons I hate the Pistons:Slight Chance of GlowersAnd a story about the Pistons that seemingly has no relevance to Portland, but of course it touches on two of our deepest wounds simultaneously.  It almost makes me cry:What if the Pistons drafted Wade, not Darko? - NBA - MSNBC.comHere's the other reason I don't like Detroit:1989-1990 FinalsAt least we </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111687776633198674/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111687776633198674' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111687776633198674'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111687776633198674'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/here-this-explains-very-well-one-of.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111664633984398164</id><published>2005-05-20T20:22:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-20T20:32:19.846-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So, I don't know why I do some of these things ....I went shopping today so have some new clothes.  A few combinations of shirts and skirts, etc. are more revealing then I would usually wear ... but if I wear the tank tops with jeans it is okay, the short skirt with a loose top ... anyway, these are my theories.... but, I was hanging out with my friend who is a girl so I was like, I'm just going </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111664633984398164/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111664633984398164' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111664633984398164'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111664633984398164'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/so-i-dont-know-why-i-do-some-of-these.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111644958858722843</id><published>2005-05-18T13:51:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-18T13:53:08.593-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>The only thing that makes this email better is that she is now into using 'stationary' on her emails, so this one is yellow with a sunflower border:Subject: HEYI found you a boyfriend (potential husband).  He is an Italian Irish Crotain and is 24 or 25 years old.  He likes girls that speak their minds. He lives in San Diego.  His mother works here and is one of sweetest people  I know.  (Good </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111644958858722843/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111644958858722843' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111644958858722843'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111644958858722843'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/only-thing-that-makes-this-email.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111595495636715948</id><published>2005-05-12T20:24:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-12T20:29:16.370-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I'm sitting here, no one is online.  I'm kinda bored.  Somehow I am tying my worth to how many people are online to talk to me.  Cause if they aren't online, they are obviously out having fun without me.  Well, out or busy at least.  How messed up is that thought?  Yes, well ... So, I think a goal of mine for the summer will be to cry more.  Or really to let others see me cry.  Now, I am not sure</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111595495636715948/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111595495636715948' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111595495636715948'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111595495636715948'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/im-sitting-here-no-one-is-online.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111595435988648878</id><published>2005-05-12T20:08:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-12T20:19:19.893-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Crazy Starbucks customer story:This guy comes in and is looking at the menu long enough that I am not sure if he really knows what we serve or not ... but he orders a mocha and seems fairly confident.  So, I will say he did seem to have some sort of handicap so I am not sure exactly what was going on ... anyway, he says he needs a receipt afterwards which is fine.  Just he paid with cash so it </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111595435988648878/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111595435988648878' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111595435988648878'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111595435988648878'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/crazy-starbucks-customer-story-this.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111568651314261147</id><published>2005-05-09T17:46:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-09T17:55:13.146-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Yep, I'm done with school for the semester.  It's almost sinking in that I don't have to worry about homework for the time being.  I still have lots of errand type things I need to get caught up on though ;)I had kinda a bad night last night.  Most of my friends weren't at dinner after church last night, and it was one of those times where I just felt that no one likes me.  I sat down at a table </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111568651314261147/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111568651314261147' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111568651314261147'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111568651314261147'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/yep-im-done-with-school-for-semester.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111543385276213232</id><published>2005-05-06T19:30:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-06T19:45:43.643-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I beat myself up about not doing enough sometimes.  But you know what?  I do more than almost anyone I know.  The majority of my life has been spent working AT LEAST 40 hours a week, while going to school full time and having significant ministry commitments.  Well anyway, I've already done homework for like 4-5 hours today, probably a little more, and now am beating myself up that I am having a </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111543385276213232/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111543385276213232' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111543385276213232'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111543385276213232'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/i-beat-myself-up-about-not-doing.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111532331595117949</id><published>2005-05-05T12:49:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-05T13:01:55.986-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I have a confession.  I am a googleholic.  Yes, I even googled the word 'googleholic' after I wrote it to make sure it was a 'word' - WHAT?  of course it's not a word.  But it does come up on google.  Apparently there is even a website www.googleholic.com, but it doesn't seem to be updated.Anyway, I've been one for awhile, but it's worse now that I am trying to avoid doing my work for finals and </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111532331595117949/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111532331595117949' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111532331595117949'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111532331595117949'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/i-have-confession.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111522612706241833</id><published>2005-05-04T09:28:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-04T10:13:25.756-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I feel the need to clear up some common misconceptions that many people have about Oregon.  Texans love their state, a little too much I think.  So I take it upon myself to make sure they are aware, not so much that Oregon is better necessarily, but that other states are just as awesome.SO, my first issue to address is the weather discussion.  Many, many people have told me that they could never </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111522612706241833/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111522612706241833' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111522612706241833'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111522612706241833'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/i-feel-need-to-clear-up-some-common.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111515653974748732</id><published>2005-05-03T14:35:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-03T14:42:19.746-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Just got back from my greek final.  We'll see if I pass the class.  I say things like that and people don't believe me ... anyway ... whatever.  I have my other classes to worry about now.I just have to say that if some of this wedding stuff was spread out I think I'd deal with it better.  But it seems I always hear about people getting engaged all within a few days, so then it's like ... uh, </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111515653974748732/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111515653974748732' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111515653974748732'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111515653974748732'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/just-got-back-from-my-greek-final.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111505720645628904</id><published>2005-05-02T10:57:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-05-02T11:09:12.843-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I always have great plans.  And generally I think them through and know the outcome, but I still do them anyway.  WHY would someone do this when you already KNOW you don't want to happen what will happen. [This is in relation to several things I did this weekend, not specifically the following story.]So, last night I had to share at church.  I was planning to share about me needing to be more </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111505720645628904/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111505720645628904' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111505720645628904'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111505720645628904'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/05/i-always-have-great-plans.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111479274614207410</id><published>2005-04-29T09:34:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-29T09:42:03.556-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>HOW did I not know about Tom &amp; Katie?  Apparently some guys in my Greek class knew about this before I did.  We watched the trailer for Batman Begins and someone was saying something about Tom Cruise, and I was thinking 'what does that have to do with this movie?'  I guess I'll have to start paying more attention to the important things of life.This gives me hope, I don't know why.  I guess if </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111479274614207410/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111479274614207410' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111479274614207410'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111479274614207410'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/how-did-i-not-know-about-tom-katie.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111474644061288464</id><published>2005-04-28T20:36:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-28T20:47:20.613-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I feel I've been very emotional lately.  Hmmm. Who knows.  Too much reflection and I am getting tired of it ;)There is this McDonald's right by school that doesn't have the yellow 'M' on the top of their sign ... so just the red bottom part is there.  It is so bizarre.  I am so used to seeing the 'M' that I basically do.  Every time I drive by I just keep looking ... I can see the 'M' where it </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111474644061288464/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111474644061288464' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111474644061288464'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111474644061288464'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/i-feel-ive-been-very-emotional-lately.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111463355155628512</id><published>2005-04-27T13:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-27T13:25:51.556-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I worked this morning for what seems like the first time in forever.  It has been since Saturday night ... which barely counts cause we just sit around and clean some ... Friday I'd worked at a different store ... so, I haven't seen my manager for at least a week, I think maybe more.  I mean, he doesn't have it out for me, so I don't have too many issues with him.  Others do.  Apparently he gave </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111463355155628512/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111463355155628512' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111463355155628512'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111463355155628512'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/i-worked-this-morning-for-what-seems.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111448668362951613</id><published>2005-04-25T19:56:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-25T20:43:45.956-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I have been sitting here for over an hour trying to work on Greek but I just can't focus.  I keep thinking, I should post on my blog, but then I won't let myself because I need to be working on homework.  But I am not doing that ... I am just sitting here not focusing thinking about stuff trying to figure out life.I have this odd struggle of not knowing how nice to be to people.  Often times I </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111448668362951613/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111448668362951613' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111448668362951613'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111448668362951613'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/i-have-been-sitting-here-for-over-hour.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111444914407916172</id><published>2005-04-25T09:53:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-25T10:12:24.083-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>It is crazy stormy here today ... it was so dark a bit ago it was like night.Anyway, I thought I did have a stats tracker on here ... I did at some point but I guess I took it off ... but it was still registering like one hit a week ... I don't know ... anyway, I added it again and now it seems to be tracking accurately and it seems people are actually checking this ...I had an interesting </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111444914407916172/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111444914407916172' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111444914407916172'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111444914407916172'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/it-is-crazy-stormy-here-today.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111423650264785384</id><published>2005-04-22T23:02:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-22T23:08:22.646-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I decided these are the two qualities that I just find really attractive in any man, and if they have these then I am attracted:1) Being highly intelligent, but in a normal way ... and especially about religion.  Like knowing stuff about most every topic brought up ...2) Being charismatic.  So, the person who is the center of attention generally and/or one of those people that people just are </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111423650264785384/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111423650264785384' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111423650264785384'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111423650264785384'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/i-decided-these-are-two-qualities-that.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111413893642236663</id><published>2005-04-21T19:57:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-21T20:36:01.216-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So, my guilt trip got another person to post a message.  Great for me!  ha ha.  Well, I decided I got the funniest email (especially totally out of context) of my life today so I'd post it here:Subject: the anti-christ Tell me the theory about the Pope may be the anti-christ.  Is there scriptural basis?  I want to know all about the anti-christ.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111413893642236663/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111413893642236663' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111413893642236663'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111413893642236663'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/so-my-guilt-trip-got-another-person-to.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111412274935624965</id><published>2005-04-21T15:28:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-21T15:32:29.360-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So, I had a good day.  I suppose that is based solely on attention from boys ... ha ha, not really.  I opened this morning but it was okay ... the manager was only there for like an hour and then went to a meeting.  Got off fairly early.  Did my Greek homework, which contrary to all the tests I actually do understand somewhat when I have time cause I am doing better than a lot of the 'kids' on </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111412274935624965/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111412274935624965' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111412274935624965'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111412274935624965'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/so-i-had-good-day.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111387022871962025</id><published>2005-04-18T17:17:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-18T17:23:48.720-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Could I be more stressed out?  So, I definately have way more to do than I have time to do.  I mean, seriously, if I used all my hours in the day for work (school, work, chores, etc) and slept even 6 hours a night, I highly doubt I would be on top of things.  Maybe just barely ... right now I sleep about 8 hours a night, well some nights.  Usually I am using just nearly every second I have ... my</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111387022871962025/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111387022871962025' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111387022871962025'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111387022871962025'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/could-i-be-more-stressed-out-so-i.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111370887530492988</id><published>2005-04-16T20:23:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-16T20:34:35.306-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I just wrote a 'paper' (it's in quotes cause it's more a reflection rambling then an actual thought out paper) and I am going to post it on here.  I am thinking I will try to post some of my work from school.  I suppose a bit of it is interesting ;)  yeah, well, I don't really have anywhere to upload the file ... so it will just be posted as text here:I believe conservative evangelicalism has a </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111370887530492988/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111370887530492988' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111370887530492988'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111370887530492988'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/i-just-wrote-paper-its-in-quotes-cause.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111369525010440181</id><published>2005-04-16T16:38:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-16T16:47:30.106-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So, like, I basically took yesterday off.  I mean, I had it off from work, but then since I've been sick I didn't want to push too hard.  So I slept a lot and then watched a movie with a friend.  I did do some reading and a few other things.  Anyway, it's a good plan except when I realize how much stuff I have to do!So today I worked from 6:30 am till 12:45 ... then I told my friend Kara we'd go </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111369525010440181/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111369525010440181' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111369525010440181'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111369525010440181'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/so-like-i-basically-took-yesterday-off.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111351814491331952</id><published>2005-04-14T15:28:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-14T15:35:55.940-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>No one reads this so I can confess anything I want, right?  Well, something like that ....I don't know why, well I sorta know why, but the whole 'guy' thing is really bothering me right now.  I always complain about never being asked out, which is annoying but I am pretty sure I could get dates if I was that desperate.The thing is, there are only two guys in my life I've ever really wanted to </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111351814491331952/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111351814491331952' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111351814491331952'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111351814491331952'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/no-one-reads-this-so-i-can-confess.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111337429036443197</id><published>2005-04-12T23:30:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-12T23:38:10.366-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Yeah.  I was pulled over on my way home from sbux at 1:00 am ... WHY?  Cause I ran a red light.  Well, I didn't exactly run it.  I stopped, thought, this is stupid that it is not turning green ... it is going into a mall and nothing there is open ... I can see any car that would be coming that way ... and no cars are in front or behind me ... roll, roll, still no green, still no cars .... go </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111337429036443197/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111337429036443197' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111337429036443197'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111337429036443197'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/yeah.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111335506008346272</id><published>2005-04-12T18:12:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-12T18:17:40.086-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I am very happy for reruns, now I am caught up on Gilmore Girls.  I was so lost before.I have to work tonight from 10pm-1am ... it is kinda by choice.  I said I'd work on the Siren's Eye, which is changing all the signs for the new ad campaign in store, etc.  Fun.  I think we'll get out early....Me tired and need to finish my taxes.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111335506008346272/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111335506008346272' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111335506008346272'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111335506008346272'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/i-am-very-happy-for-reruns-now-i-am.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111327575941308634</id><published>2005-04-11T20:10:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-11T20:15:59.413-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I just noticed I start half my blogs with 'well'.  Hmmm, not good.  Anyway, told my mom I was going to see a friend tonight, she assumed it was a boy cause I wouldn't give her the name (which was my plan in not giving her the name).  Anyway, it was quite the scandal.  I called my brother-in-law and told him it was a girl and then he called my sister &amp; mom and told them he knew and they got mad.  </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111327575941308634/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111327575941308634' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111327575941308634'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111327575941308634'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/i-just-noticed-i-start-half-my-blogs.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111299825316095198</id><published>2005-04-08T14:59:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-08T15:10:53.160-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Well, I finally got the internet hooked up here for 'real'.  I had to call SBC and have them walk me through some of it.  I didn't remember all my random passwords.  Anyway, this makes me happy, happy.  Now I won't waste hours trying to just get on the internet.So there is an odd increase in mannequins being used in advertising.  I actually noticed this a few months ago, there were two or three </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111299825316095198/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111299825316095198' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111299825316095198'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111299825316095198'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/well-i-finally-got-internet-hooked-up.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111293076005912998</id><published>2005-04-07T20:15:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2005-04-07T20:26:00.060-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So ... I've been so busy.  Had eschatology last weekend, the last class.  So I had reading and a paper to write. But basketball was on!  Anyway, once that was done I had to study for my Greek test.  And also try to get out the weekly newsletter for The Point.  Which really shouldn't be that much of an issue but this week it was.  Long story short ... the tool broke so no email this week anyway.I </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111293076005912998/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111293076005912998' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111293076005912998'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111293076005912998'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/so.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111244641179416387</id><published>2005-04-02T04:26:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-04-02T04:53:31.796-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Why am I posting at 6:30 am?  Because I have a paper to write and I keep putting it off.  I seem to have issues being able to do things like this without being under enormous pressure.  I shouldn't procrastinate so much.  It is a bad, bad thing.So, the issue with this blog and letting everyone read it is that then I have to be sure everyone can read what I post.  Hmmmmmmmmm.  I suppose I </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111244641179416387/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111244641179416387' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111244641179416387'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111244641179416387'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/04/why-am-i-posting-at-630-am-because-i_02.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111214782030239834</id><published>2005-03-29T17:45:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-03-29T17:57:00.303-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>I am so tired.  I am always tired.  I never have any free time.  Right now I am eating dinner while trying to watch Gilmore Girls.  And somewow decided to write my blog.  Should I work less?  Well, no, I can't cause I need more money.  Do less homework?  Well I am doing the least amount possible and barely passing.  Anyway ... I will just plug away I guess at my busy life.So, Johnnie Cochran died</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111214782030239834/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111214782030239834' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111214782030239834'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111214782030239834'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/03/i-am-so-tired.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111203650162883676</id><published>2005-03-28T10:55:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-03-28T11:01:41.633-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So okay, I was/am trying to get along with my manager.  He is new like me, so he is just learning ... right?  Well, he is just rude now I think.  Examples from this morning:I say: We were pretty busy yesterday.He says: I don't want to be rude, but the numbers don't show that.I say: Oh well, maybe it was just that customers were consistently coming in.So, I mention this to another girl, and she's </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111203650162883676/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111203650162883676' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111203650162883676'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111203650162883676'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/03/so-okay-i-wasam-trying-to-get-along.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111163308107055871</id><published>2005-03-23T18:45:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-03-24T07:04:44.403-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Well.  I was supposed to get cable hooked up today.  What a disaster.  So last week I call Comcast ... they don't service my 'city' cause apparently rich people don't want to use Comcast ... so I have to use Charter ... which is all fine cause they have cable internet too so I don't have to use the evil empire of SBC.  So they come out today and say my cable wires are not working and so I can't </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111163308107055871/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111163308107055871' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111163308107055871'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111163308107055871'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/03/well.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111154021009208077</id><published>2005-03-22T16:59:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-03-22T17:10:10.093-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Well, I've got a new computer.  I love it, it's pretty.  I told that to the boys in my Greek class and they are like, uh yeah????Speaking of boys :)  So one of my friends here is going through an experience similar to all my boy experiences.  She talks to this guy (who lives out of state) on the phone for hours most nights ... then he decides to come out here to see her and apparently he is NOT </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111154021009208077/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111154021009208077' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111154021009208077'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111154021009208077'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/03/well-ive-got-new-computer.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-111050246403316825</id><published>2005-03-10T16:49:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-03-10T16:54:24.036-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Hola,Well, it looks like it's been about a month since I last posted.  It's hard w/o a home computer.  Which I should be getting one in the next week or so, but actually getting it connected to the internet is a whole other issue.  I called Comcast today and apparently they don't provide service in my area - just great.  The people are too rich to use Comcast.  Nice.  Anyway ... I was going to go</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/111050246403316825/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=111050246403316825' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111050246403316825'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/111050246403316825'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/03/hola-well-it-looks-like-its-been-about.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110858468079551720</id><published>2005-02-16T12:08:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-02-16T12:11:20.796-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Not much new to say.  Just working at Starbucks and going to school.  Trying to keep up with everything and not get too overwhelmed with the new-ness of everything.  It should be better soon.</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110858468079551720/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110858468079551720' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110858468079551720'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110858468079551720'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/02/not-much-new-to-say.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110740005503994974</id><published>2005-02-02T19:03:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-02-02T19:07:35.043-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So I started this rabbit trail while writing my other post, so I just took it out and made it a seperate one:Which by the way ... the pope is probably going to die soon (not necessarily cause of the current 'scare' but he's stinkin old and sick).  I personally don't care much (as in that he's the pope, I do care that he's sick and dying) BUT ... two things, first as quoted in the above article </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110740005503994974/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110740005503994974' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110740005503994974'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110740005503994974'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/02/so-i-started-this-rabbit-trail-while.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110739978075731890</id><published>2005-02-02T18:25:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-02-02T19:03:00.756-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Soooo ... I know work for corporate America ... and the best kind ... the kind that wants to infiltrate our culture into all other cultures.  Ha ha.  Well, I am fine with all of that.  The more I worked for small private companies the more I think they sucked.  The smaller and the privater (cause that's a word) the more they sucked.  The best jobs I've had were Intel and Mentor Graphics ... both </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110739978075731890/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110739978075731890' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110739978075731890'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110739978075731890'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/02/soooo.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110662164336633378</id><published>2005-01-24T18:51:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-01-24T18:54:03.366-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Well this will be quick (hopefully).  My laptop broke last week, it won't load the OS so yeah great.  I am just comiing to school now to check stuff.  Makes it so easy to find a job.  I have a second interview at starbucks on wednesday though, so pray for that.  The van I am borrrowing was broken into last week so I didn't have a car all weekend while it was getting fixed.  The loan to pay for </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110662164336633378/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110662164336633378' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110662164336633378'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110662164336633378'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/01/well-this-will-be-quick-hopefully.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110572654801180289</id><published>2005-01-14T09:49:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-01-14T10:21:43.546-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Well, so, I really don't/didn't want this to be a bunch of personal crap, but frankly I barely have time to deal with anything else lately.  Things seem to be shaping up though.  I will be moving in a few weeks, hopefully it will work well.  Moving up to University Park where the average income is around $92,000 and the average house costs $549,400 ... and tx property values are far less than </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110572654801180289/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110572654801180289' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110572654801180289'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110572654801180289'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/01/well-so-i-really-dontdidnt-want-this.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110496709293238383</id><published>2005-01-05T15:15:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-01-05T15:18:12.933-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So, I don't have my car cause a few months back and it was totalled and I can't pay for it yet.  So I am driving the van that the family I work for has as an extra car.  the brakes went out this morning and well I am thankful I didn't die, really no exaggeration.  But it will take tons of money to fix.  Anyway, I spent all afternoon calling people and trying to figure out the bus schedule to get </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110496709293238383/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110496709293238383' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110496709293238383'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110496709293238383'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/01/so-i-dont-have-my-car-cause-few-months.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110486784512191459</id><published>2005-01-04T11:35:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-01-04T11:44:05.120-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Well, oh the drama.  Not even kidding this time.  So we'll start with Sunday.I had a meeting to meet w/ some new people to live w/.  It turned out well, they are strong Christians and I would help with dinner and then do a few other random chores, mainly helping keep the garden watered.  I think the apartment is like twice as big as mine now.  Anyway, it was mostly confirmed, but we were still </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110486784512191459/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110486784512191459' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110486784512191459'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110486784512191459'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/01/well-oh-drama.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110469479556536661</id><published>2005-01-02T11:24:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-01-02T12:02:53.513-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Ah Sunday, it's pouring rain here. I couldn't sleep last night at all, really I didn't get to sleep till like 4. I think I'm still on west coast time but that's a lame excuse cause that was late there. oh well, I was able to watch most all of Alias.So, it struck me when I got a season of Friends dvds and my brother Seinfeld how different the shows are. Well, my sister's brilliant comment about </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110469479556536661/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110469479556536661' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110469479556536661'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110469479556536661'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/01/ah-sunday-its-pouring-rain-here.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110461385136893221</id><published>2005-01-01T13:02:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-01-01T13:10:51.366-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Well, I'm back in the Big D.  What fun - it was like 75 yesterday.  I don't know why, it's gotta be like 20 degrees above average, and it snowed last week.  Welcome to Texas my friends.My  new year's eve was interesting.  I helped a friend move then we went to dinner around like 10.  Yeah, that's about it.  Then I went home and watched some of my Friends DVDs.  Well, cause I could now cause he </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110461385136893221/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110461385136893221' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110461385136893221'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110461385136893221'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2005/01/well-im-back-in-big-d.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110444548048978710</id><published>2004-12-30T14:20:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-12-30T14:24:40.490-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>READ NOWWell, I just spent the last hour or so typing out the story of my last year for you to read.  I feel like I didn't have a chance to actually "talk" to people in pdx, so if you want, here you go.  Probably read from bottom to top of today's posts.I think I forgot to say till the end that my dad lost his job a year ago, so as far as my financial comments, that made it worse cause my </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110444548048978710/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110444548048978710' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444548048978710'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444548048978710'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/12/read-now-well-i-just-spent-last-hour.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110444516287162158</id><published>2004-12-30T13:54:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-12-30T14:19:22.870-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>EVERYTHING ELSEChurchI found a great church to go to.  It's Irving Bible (www.irvingbible.org).  I am involved w/ the singles group (www.ibcthepoint.com) . . . I am working on communications stuff for them . . which is usually going fine, but this week the message board we have went down and so it's been hours of my time trying to get it fixed and sending evil emails to tech support, etc.  I </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110444516287162158/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110444516287162158' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444516287162158'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444516287162158'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/12/everything-else-church-i-found-great.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110444358437453680</id><published>2004-12-30T13:40:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2005-01-02T11:48:50.283-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>ROOM &amp; CAR UPDATEWell, I guess this could have gone under jobs too for part of it, but whatever. So last spring, I guess around spring break time, a lady ran a red light and hit my car. Luckily no one was injured, but still obviously it sucked. The insurance companies were a pain, so I had a rental car for awhile, no car for awhile, had to pay for the rental car, etc. I ended up being </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110444358437453680/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110444358437453680' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444358437453680'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444358437453680'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/12/room-car-update-well-i-guess-this.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110444234081323686</id><published>2004-12-30T13:21:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-12-30T13:40:34.636-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>JOB (CAREER, HA HA) UPDATESo next, jobs . . . yes well, I've had more since moving to TX than I ever did in my previous life. The first job I got was with a christian tutoring company, I was working on their website and general marketing. It was exactly what I wanted to do! How great . . . except the dude didn't pay me. Long story short, after I approached him about it he felt that our "mutual </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110444234081323686/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110444234081323686' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444234081323686'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444234081323686'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/12/job-career-ha-ha-update-so-next-jobs.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110444138905113030</id><published>2004-12-30T13:12:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-12-30T13:39:25.360-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>SCHOOL UPDATELet's start with my school. I am in Dallas, TX going to seminary. It is going fairly well, I really like it. I finally passed Greek I now I have like four more terms of it. I think it will get easier as memorization is what I really suck at. I am taking a full load next term even though I don't have time for it cause it ends up saving me money. They discount the credits for the </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110444138905113030/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110444138905113030' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444138905113030'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444138905113030'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/12/school-update-lets-start-with-my.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-110444110855773519</id><published>2004-12-30T13:08:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-12-30T13:11:48.556-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So it's been a little less than a year since I last posted.  Interesting to read what I had to say . . . ah, I thought life was hard then but little did I know what was waiting for me in the near future.  Probably one reason I didn't update this whole time is cause life was so crazy.So, I am still in PDX for another 18 hrs or so, and since I have access to a computer here I guess I will write.  I</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/110444110855773519/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=110444110855773519' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444110855773519'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/110444110855773519'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/12/so-its-been-little-less-than-year.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-107776752500426458</id><published>2004-02-25T19:52:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-12-30T17:52:52.053-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Okay, I saw The Passion this morning.I am going to write a few things regarding the movie, and hopefully link to them from here, but I am just too tired to do that now. And I want to contemplate.Here are a couple things I am wondering now:Is the use of blood in the movie necessary? I can see it several different ways . . . (Here's an article I liked that got into it: somewhere on the Time/</summary><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107776752500426458'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107776752500426458'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/02/okay-i-saw-passion-this-morning.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-107716419427226564</id><published>2004-02-18T20:16:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-02-18T20:19:14.606-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>What was I thinking about today?  Something about how ignorance is bliss . . . they say that knowledge is power too, but whatever.  What do people want power for?  Cause they think it will make them happy but it doesn't, they tend to end up worse off.  I think this is what started it:  My working at a coffee shop probably guarantees me more job insurance than a whole two bachelor's degrees do.  I</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/107716419427226564/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=107716419427226564' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107716419427226564'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107716419427226564'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/02/what-was-i-thinking-about-today.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-107699334055016653</id><published>2004-02-16T20:49:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-02-16T20:51:37.733-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Long weekend.  I had a lot of fun though.  I went dancing and had a slumber party and just hung out.  Of course, I really didn't get too much productive done.  I did go to work on Sunday though.  That was fun.  Tips are a good thing.  I think my boss is crazy though.  I've barely had a normal boss, I had one that was fairly nice but she cried all the time.  I liked her but everyone else thought </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/107699334055016653/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=107699334055016653' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107699334055016653'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107699334055016653'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/02/long-weekend.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-107664768880930708</id><published>2004-02-12T20:48:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-02-12T20:50:40.483-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Hola,Wow, today was interesting.  First couldn't get my paper to print right for class this morning, had a small group meeting and one chick totally went off and we all disagreed but were nice about it.So round about 5:30 I get a call from this coffeeshop I applied at.  She wants me to come in for an interview - tonight!  So I do, so she basically hired me.  The pay more than sucks (not even </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/107664768880930708/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=107664768880930708' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107664768880930708'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107664768880930708'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/02/hola-wow-today-was-interesting.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-107654299147188712</id><published>2004-02-11T15:43:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2004-02-11T15:45:41.513-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Okay, I'm back.I keep thinking I'll write all the time and I don't.  But today I feel like I especially have something to say.  It is ironic though because I was supposed to write an oped for class today and couldn't think of a thing to say yesterday.  Probably cause all my topics are too random to ever get published.Anyway, I am raging against The Man today.  Comcast wanting to buy Disney???</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/107654299147188712/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=107654299147188712' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107654299147188712'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/107654299147188712'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2004/02/okay-im-back.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-106687727208859312</id><published>2003-10-22T19:47:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-10-22T19:52:24.990-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>So . . . . I was in class yesterday and we were discussing the different generation distinctions.  You know - baby boomers, gen-x, etc.  No one really knows any besides those and just arbitrarily make them up.  My thoughts come from when we were discussing what the defining moments for each generation were, and September 11th came up as defining the most recent generation.  That would most </summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/106687727208859312/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=106687727208859312' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/106687727208859312'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/106687727208859312'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2003/10/so.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5978923.post-106687556879091486</id><published>2003-10-22T19:19:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2003-10-22T19:19:28.810-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><summary type='text'>Hello!  Here is my first entry.  This one is just going to be a test.  Welcome to the Black Gardenia.  The name has no real significance, I just felt I didn't want something too cheery or too bleak, so I tried a combination.  It may symbolize my moods - cheery at times, bleak at others.  Hey, that's what makes it all exciting.  Stay tuned!</summary><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/feeds/106687556879091486/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=5978923&amp;postID=106687556879091486' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/106687556879091486'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/5978923/posts/default/106687556879091486'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://blackgardenia.blogspot.com/2003/10/hello-here-is-my-first-entry.html' title=''/><author><name>Bethany</name><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
